I realized today that achieving peace with an outcome through lack of devoted thought toward that outcome does not equate to resolution of that outcome. I can ignore a thing for the sake of my happiness but that thing remains unresolved. Hm. 08052018 0120

I won't get any of this back. 08052018 1707

I take things way too seriously. I gotta get over this sort of thing. I'm the only one fretting over it. Others have things of their own to fret. I should rewatch my favorite movie.  08052018 2135

if I ever treated you mean you know that it was only because I was sorry i couldn't have you for my own